Rabu, 16 November 2011

Avril Lavigne - Wish you were here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all


There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember, all those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here


Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss


All those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here


[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.


[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go


(let go let go let go let go)


No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go


(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)


Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.


Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

it's hard to forget someone who gave you so much memories to remember

i miss someone who texted me just to say "good morning "& "night "

i still remember all the memories when you make me fly and down
it's hard to say that i was wrong, it's hard to say I MISS YOU 

i miss you when i read yor text all over again

i still remember when the first time we met . and i never forget it

i feel hurt when i remind of it 



I don't know what should i do. i hope you could read my mind and know what I'm thinking about something


i miss you 
14♥

11.11.11

selamat ulang tahun kamu disana  



Sea Games .... oh Sea Games ...

pertama,  terimakasih kepada pemerintah atas pemberian liburnya
kedua, terimakasih kepada kepala sekolah atas perintah pemberian tugas terhadap guru-guru
ketiga, terimakasih kepada guru-guru yang menuruti perintah atasannya untuk memberikan tugas kepada anak muridnya.

pertama kali denger kalimat "Sea Games kalian libur" itu bisa sorak sorai bangga.
kedua kali denger kalimat " libur Sea Games nanti kalian akan diberikan tugas dari setiap mata pelajarannya" semua langsung pada lemas dengernya. ngeluh semua.
libur Sea Games itu ga se"INDAH" dari bayangan. libur ditemani tugas-tugas yang sangat ga manusiawi.
kalo libur sebatas tugas yang dikasih soal-soal, ya masih sedikit terima. kalo udah buat KLIPING semua itu..... rasanya seperti lari mengejar sesuatu yang kita inginkan, tapi ga bisa di dapatkan sesuai yang di harapkan.

  1. conversation mandarin -> buat kliping makanan asal china 
  2. Seni musik -> tulis lagu kebangsaan setiap negara yang mendapatkan medali emas           ( lirik & not)
  3. Bahasa Indonesia -> buat artikel tentang Sea Games, dimulai dari pembukaan - selesai libur nanti &  kerjakan 50 soal
  4. Matematika -> buat statistik dari cabang olahraga beserta medali yang didapatkan  (hitung simpangan baku,kuartil, & ragam)
  5. Geografi -> gambar peta ASEAN
  6. Sosiologi -> unsur SARA (suku,agama,ras,adat) dari setiap negara ASEAN
  7. Ekonomi -> Dampak Sea Games dalama bidang Ekonomi 
  8. PKN -> tonton langsung di tempat, min. 2cabang olahraga, buat dokumentasi, perhatikan jalannya pertandingan, buat artikel yang mengandung unsur Patriotisme & Nasionalisme
susah anak IPS, dapet tugas nya ga jauh-jauh dari hal yang menyangkut itu semua. 
dan asal tau, kerjain tugas itu cuma dikasih waktu selama 1 minggu = 7 hari = 168 jam.

kurang baik apa ya guru-guru kasih tugas nya ? 
kurang baik apa pemerintah kasih libur cuma seminggu ? 

:D  

Selasa, 15 November 2011

40 days...... JIDAH :"


40 hari sudah kepergian jidah. beberapa tahun sudah jidah mencoba melawan penyakit nya. tapi, Allah lebih sayang dibanding anak-anak serta cucu yang sabar merawat jidah. semua udah coba ikhlas menerima kenyataan yang ada. semua udah cukup puas merawat jidah dengan baik. 

kurang lebih 1bulan jidah bertahan di rumah sakit. bertahan dengan kondisi yang naik turun. 1bulan mendapat perawatan intensif dari rumah sakit. hari terakhir, posisi gue lagi ga di rumah sakit. jidah minta pulang ke rumahnya. meminta berkali-kali, akhirnya dibawa juga pulang.
ternyata, Allah berkata lain. esok hari, tepatnya hari minggu, tanggal 2 oktober 2011, tepat adzan maghrib, 10 menit sebelum gue sampai dirumah jidah, beliau telah tiada. 
hanya isak tangis & bacaan al qur'an yang di dengar saat gue tiba disana. 
sedih ? banget. nyesal ? jangan ditanya. cuma telat 10menit, gue udah ga bisa ketemu jidah. semua ditentukan oleh waktu.

keadaan sekarang berbeda kalo main ke rumah jidah. yang biasanya masuk rumah, langsung ke kamar temuin jidah, sekarang yang ditemuin cuma peralatan medis & kenangan - kenangan sebelumnya.
ga ada yang nyariin lagi kalo ga dateng ngunjungin. ga ada yang bawel suruh ini itu. semua benar-benar berubah.


miss you so much daaah {}
jidah sekarang udah ketemu lagi sama abi.
jidah bareng-bareng sama abi di surga.

we love you